Universal Love

This weeks practices were so dead on with incidents in my life, it is really amusing to me some how they just seem to work tiny miracles by understanding and believing in the circumstances that occur in your life were meant to happen just as they did. Let me explain recently I have developed my relationships with complete loving kindness for myself and others. I some how figured out to take the love I found for myself and share it with others by serving them, but the best thing is I continue to serve my self as well and the love has been flourishing everywhere. This is the first time in my life I felt selfless and not selfish. It isn't easy at all and I feel like I am tested everyday. I recently went on a snow board trip with a man I adore and have love for, but his daughter and all her friends were on this trip as well. It was new years eve and I wanted to have a romantic evening just like any other women would want too. That was not going to happen because the trip was dedicated to the kids and I had to except that, I felt a little disappointment I even cried for a bit in the shower. To then be able to talk to myself and come to the understanding that there was no expectation and that my time will come when it is suppose to and that I have to put others before me at all times to be able learn and grow as person and truly understand patience, kindness, love, and acceptance without having a terrible reaction of being rejected. Thank you for letting me share. Jewel